One last minute of the moonlight bathing me, before I have
no more unconsciousness left to comfort me…
The morning came,
uninvited. I opened my eyes slowly. The warmth of the covers were shed, as I
rose from my bed, tossing the covers in a haphazard heap. The bathroom and the
solace of a hot shower beckoned as I stumbled my way forward, in the same
manner as I had done innumerable mornings before. The haze of the dreams,
already half-forgotten haunted my peace as I stepped into the warm rain of the
shower. What had I dreamt?
The thoughts of
those disjointed dreams where I went somewhere that for fleeting moments I was
happy were gone, engulfed by the remembrance that I had to go off to work. Work…
As I let the water flow over my hair, leaning back to embrace the warmth of the
water, my brain registered the many things that my day would entail. I was
nothing but a drone, someone who worked to put numbers on a spreadsheet for my
superiors, someone who was just a number. The idea of going back to the grind
after a couple of days to relaxing were paralyzing.
Dressed now, I made
my way out the door, after ensuring the dog had been out to desecrate the lawn,
and the cats had been given their breakfast. My wife gave me a wave from the
doorway, a last farewell before she got ready for her own trials at work for
the day. She had an equally difficult day ahead, perhaps even harder, dealing
with the public.
After our day is
done, we only wish for the monotony of dinner to be over, not having the energy
to engage the youngest boy still living in the house. All we want is to return
to the comfort and seclusion of our ‘nest’, to lose ourselves in a movie before
drifting off into the infinity again, warm and at peace…
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